"Am I crazy?"

Sometimes
I imagine myself
Leaving this world
And wonder
What i leave behind!
Certainly not
My possessions
But the impact of death
That may bring tears
Atleast in the eyes
Of one or two.
Would it be a personal loss
To anyone?
Does anyone miss me?
Feel my absence?

I don't know
Why such crazy thoughts
Linger in my mind.
May be my craving for love
Not fulfilled when alive
Desperately hoping to get
After death.

Oh! How foolish i am!
All that I seek here
Die here itself.
I live or die doesn't matter
To anyone here.
When the eyes of death
Fall on me,
He takes me away
Out of pity
Relieving me from this
Dilemma!
(c) 2016 B.S.Saroja
31/08/2016