In a garden full of
Beautiful,
Pretty,
Lovely
Flowers
Can i make a
Foolish attempt
To describe it?
No,
My mind gets
Absorbed
Reaching a
Meditative state
With a smile
On my lips
Experiencing
A unique beauty
Of bliss!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
01/09/2016
Can i ever forget the
First taste of nectar?
Can i ever stop the first
Flow of divine love
From the deep depths of
My heart's immensity?
Can i dream the same dream
Again and again?
Can i sing the same song
That i sung with you once?
Life offers are innumerable.
Can i accept them without
You my love?
Can any kind of relationships
Match with that special
Connection i have with you?
Even if it does
I don't want to lose the sanctity
Of my first love
Born from the divine source?
Can i ever leave you again?
No, for i have just found you.
My quest ends here
I take care not to lose it again.
Can i wait for you in that
Paradise of love
Where angels reside
And where there is
No death but only immensity!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
01/09/2016
Sometimes
I imagine myself
Leaving this world
And wonder
What i leave behind!
Certainly not
My possessions
But the impact of death
That may bring tears
Atleast in the eyes
Of one or two.
Would it be a personal loss
To anyone?
Does anyone miss me?
Feel my absence?
I don't know
Why such crazy thoughts
Linger in my mind.
May be my craving for love
Not fulfilled when alive
Desperately hoping to get
After death.
Oh! How foolish i am!
All that I seek here
Die here itself.
I live or die doesn't matter
To anyone here.
When the eyes of death
Fall on me,
He takes me away
Out of pity
Relieving me from this
Dilemma!
(c) 2016 B.S.Saroja
31/08/2016
When i am upset
When my emotions
Cause a storm
Making my heart beat fast
I play with my drum beat
To kick out negative thought
Creating discomfort
Inside my only one heart!
(c)2016 B.S.SAROJA
31/08/2016
I am not just a camera
Recording the moment;
I am very special
Concealed camera
That can click the thoughts
Wandering in my mind.
If i don't they make me mad
Acting like a monkey
In bewilderment.
So, i click those thoughts
With my inbuilt camera
And present it to you
After a thick make-up
By censoring, editing,
Refining by using such words
That can be interpreted
In innumerable ways
By the reader
How is it?
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
31/08/2016
NOTE: THIS POEM IS INSPIRED
BY A QUOTE FROM
BRANDON A. TREAN
THAT READS AS FOLLOWS:
"A writer is simply a photographer of thoughts"
With due regards: B.S.Saroja
Say
What you want to say
Oh dear
Life is very uncertain
Time is very short
No idea what's in store
Please speak your heart out
Relieve yourself
From all that is weighing
You down
Please dear
Sing a song for me
I cherish it for ever
In my heart and soul
Please smile for my love's sake
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
31/08/2016
Her dreams of colourful
Lovely life
Fully shattered;
Heart now a graveyard
Of all her desires and
Aspirations,
Sobbing in silence.
Tolerance limit crossed,
Could not withstand the
Rain of disappointments
And collapsed slowly.
Now, her body
Lying on the floor
With closed eyelids
Never dare to dream again!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
30/08/2016
We both are dumb
Not deaf!
Our eyes wide open
To grasp everything around.
We cannot talk
But we talk.
Silence is our speech.
No direct communication.
We pen our thoughts
And understand one another.
Ours is a very beautiful
And rare kind of friendship.
Our thoughts embrace,
Feelings correctly understood.
We meet in dreams
Communicate through
Positive pure love vibes.
We are very happy
And contented.
I don't think,
You can find such a
Beautiful friendship
Anywhere on this earth!
Our's a very unique and
Divine friendship!
Please don't envy us!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
30/08/2016
Beauty is born out of
Inner battle,
Not from outside war of
Hatred and vengence.
Mother earth given blood bath
By her own sons;
Her heart inflicted with
Severe wounds,
Dying a slow death.
The inferno of vengence
Reached and spread
All over the sky;
Seeds of hatred sown
All over the earth
Drying the ocean of love.
Acid in the womb of clouds
Ready to rain at any moment;
Intricacy of human feelings
Are frozen and all the
Global warming
Cannot defreeze this.
Blooming took so much time
Burning needs no time.
Flowery hearts are scared!
Tender hearts are dumb
Witnesses of violence.
Voice of warning
Dying inside the throat.
Why these perverted lunatics
Taking birth?
Only lust and selfishness
Ruling the world.
Innocent children,
Helpless women,
Old and sick
Crying for help!
Who will save them?
Can these sick minds
Ever be able to understand?
I doubt
Our life on this
Once beautiful planet
Is coming to an end!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
30/08/2016
I am not a beauty nor
An elegant piece of art!
I cannot thrill anyone like a
Sunday dawn nor make
Anyone feel the ecstasy to yearn
For a never ending night!
My heart is bleeding by
Cruel gunshots of violence
And broken into multiple
Pieces of glass by invaders!
I don't find any excitement
In the wrestling of bodies;
My bones just crack!
I feel awkward at such moments
And i apologise.
I dont find any connectivity
Among people surrounding me
And long for something
That i never get.
There is no cool breeze
Under my skin,
Only dizzy storms;
There is no play of light
Nor kissing of rain drops
You can just hear the
Moaning of my aching heart.
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
30/08/2016
In the middle of the night
My eyes wide open
Feel your presence near me.
I look around to see you
But find no one there.
I can hear your whisper
Repeating my name but
My eyes cannot reach you.
Thoughts like humming bees
Linger in my mind
Which is fully awake by now.
I close my eyelids and
Try to feel your presence.
Closed eyelids, wandering thoughts circle around you
Making me more n more anxious.
Slowly i realise that
We are with each other all along.
With or without your fragrance
Either ways i cannot sleep and
Prefer to go round the galaxies
With our loving hearts
Merged in one another.
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
30/08/2016
When i saw the waves of
Swollen river,
Running fast with excitement
To reach the ocean;
When i heard the happy song
By a cuckoo sitting on
The branch of a tree;
When i watched the dance of
Surrounding plants n creepers
Looking brilliantly fresh
After taking bath in the
Shower of rains
With a newly found joy;
When the cool breeze of red soil
With mesmerising fragrance
Showing its love by
Kissing the mother earth;
All the pains and aches of my
Bleeding heart
Slipped into the running river
Thus opening my eyes
To enjoy the present moment of
Bright sunshine!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
Can fragments give
a total picture?
Can near include the distant?
Yet i hold on to the little
trying to grasp the whole!
With just a drop of water
can i know the ocean in its
Totality?
I am very secure
in this very little,
or i feel so!
May be i am not certain
about anything around me.
I can dwell in the probability
theory, not certainly certainty.
I continue my attempt to
grasp the whole.
I crave for certainty
in relationships
that i can never have.
No permanency
neither in my relationships
nor my beliefs.
It is just creating conflicts
and illusions in my brain.
I have to let go these false
notions and stop breeding of
illusions.
This i feel doesn't need
Renunciation!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
29/08/2016
I love you my beloved
feeling the motions of
your tenderness.
It's this love for you
has made me a poet dear!
In this strong wind of love
all my practices of discipline
has gone with the wind.
I am burning in the flame of
your love.
In your presence i am zero
I am trying to figure out
your beautiful soul
amidst this crowd.
Sometimes i get a glimpse
but i am not satisfied.
I cannot put this nothingness
through words.
I was sleeping all these days.
Now i am awake and
ready to start the journey
to reach you.
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
29/08/2016
#Fibonacci poem(1)
Me
A
Maze
Very very complex
Try if you desire
Only death describes me dear!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
29/08/2016
I love the clear sky at dawn
who banishes
each and every cloud
from my sight.
Serene blue sky
without blemishes
so cool and fresh.
My whole being experiences
a new profoundness
beyond all thoughts
and feelings.
I dont react to anything
I find peace in that emptiness.
Opaque sky is a feast
for my eyes,
A benediction,
No seeking,
No sacrifice,
No virtues.
Abundance of emptiness
converts my mind
Opaque
helping me to receive
what that beautiful
clear sky is offering!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
28/08/2016
Supernal pulchritude
The flowing water around
The mountain range
Creating a serene atmosphere.
Mind is feeling empty
and lonely;
Confusions clouding the mind,
Where to go?
Reached a dead point;
I am tired;
Cannot wander any more.
No one at sight
to guide me.
Till this moment
I was surrounded by
so many people.
I thought they will
accompany me
wherever i go!
Oh my God!
Now i know,
"One journey i have to travel alone"
leaving everyone,
everything
which i presumed mine
till this moment!
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
28/08/2016
My mind in quietitude
enjoy sitting
in a dim light
lonely place;
rejoice in silence
travel deep into the
inner layers of my mind
where all my
fears and joy reside.
No desire to come out
Silently i touch
a tender kiss
and leave them
to their quietitude.
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
28/08/2016
Silence
a classic poetry
open for interpretation.
It can be yes or no
very intriguing.
Define as you please.
All arts springs up from
the fertile land of silence.
Gives time to introspect
saving from the consequences
of anger and confrontations.
It reaches faster than words
Awesome language of
two loving hearts.
It is a mine of gold for those
who seek truth!
It 's awakening state of yogis.
Silence is the language of
immensity
devoid of all vibrations.
Silence is synanymous of peace
for a positive mind.
(c)2016 B.S.Saroja
28/08/2016
