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Saturday, 9 June 2018

Luminous soul
Calmly sits
On the formidable
Slowly tread towards
Immaculate,
In-articulate
Sanctuary

Infinity to be
past has to cease
Past and unknown
are parallel

Eyes opened wide
Dreams departed one by one
Ceasefire

Mind a log of wood
Heart with poisoned blood
Soul elsewhere fled,
Dreams shattered
Stammers inside the
Tomb of aspirations...

Rejecting everything,
left behind
what all I had
ran away with a
heart beating fast
with unknown fear...

Thundering waves of
endless ocean
brought back past memories
on the courtyard of my mind
like heaps of sand
on the sea shore...

A melodious song
flowing out from
the doors of death
opened my ears...

My dejected face
could not hide my
constant companions of life..

Glowing Sun tried to uplift
my mood with his warmth...

What is happiness?
I have no idea!
Not from external force
this much I know...

Shaking and jumping
inside the tidal waves of sorrow,
fail to swim out of that current...

Can unseen Gods,
the values of life
which I thought very precious,
illusions of attachment,
fake relationships
make me smile??

Watching this matchless
beauty of nature
with a painful feeling
that it is deriding me
every moment passing into past
I became old!!!

Like mist carved into an image
I sit and hold on to the
tombstone of my desires
buried alive
suffocating my lungs;

Exhausted mind
moans in dolour
as my spirit slowly
drips into long sleep.

Cool breeze from western ghats,
petrichor of red soil,
black thundering clouds
touching the horizon
a marvelous scene to the eyes...

Shattering thunder and lightening
show every leaf
aquiver with wind and life...

Moments of threatening storm
serendipity for a curious mind..

Alert brain listen to the
rustles of leaves,
grasp the wisdom
behind tumult
experiencing the beatitude of
total awareness in the entity...